We hear the sob stories...and yes, LDM is hard. I've mentioned before it sucks too... BIG TIME, but you can't deny that it does keep the excitement going. I don't know if this applies to all LD Wives (LDW), but every time I'm with my husband, it's as if we're dating again. In a twisted way, it keeps me feeling young.
OK, so the rest of the week I'm a moody mess, but when weekends are around the corner I suddenly feel a sense of excitement I used to feel when we were two people just beginning to fall in love. I feel giddy. I feel butterflies in my tummy... I feel nervous...
and when I see him walk up to me with a huge grin on his face...
I feel at home.
All my troubles seem to fade away. Everything seems clearer... I become more relaxed... and once more I feel complete.
The rarity of seeing one another makes me appreciate these moments, and him, even more.
Though I complain I never see him enough... I always wonder if this feeling of total and complete awe on marriage will fade once we live together?
I don't know.
OK, so the rest of the week I'm a moody mess, but when weekends are around the corner I suddenly feel a sense of excitement I used to feel when we were two people just beginning to fall in love. I feel giddy. I feel butterflies in my tummy... I feel nervous...
and when I see him walk up to me with a huge grin on his face...
I feel at home.
All my troubles seem to fade away. Everything seems clearer... I become more relaxed... and once more I feel complete.
The rarity of seeing one another makes me appreciate these moments, and him, even more.
Though I complain I never see him enough... I always wonder if this feeling of total and complete awe on marriage will fade once we live together?
I don't know.
It wont fade, dear. It wont. If you feel that strong about your love, the rest will come naturally.. So, cherish and enjoy!!
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